July 22nd, 2006

Time: 10:57 pm

Okay-you all must add my new sn-cnicho85-to your friends page or you will no longer be able to read my lj....i will be deleting this one when i get back to nc from ms..... Also-because next week is my last week home, i will be having some sort of get together thursday night (don't know what yet because we don't know how many) but let allison or myself know if you'll be there!!!!

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May 29th, 2006

Time: 01:29 am

Well guys-I changed my username for lj and I will soon be deleting this journal. I've finally decided that I need to let go of my past and just move on! My new username is cnicho85 it is also my aim sn and my new e-mail cnicho85@yahoo.com. I needed something more universal-everything was different and too complicated for me! Well, now I must add everyone to my new account!

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May 6th, 2006

Current Music: *NSYNC (yes-I'm a former die-hard fan) Current Location: Home-in my room Subject: School is over!!!!!!!!! It feels great to not have anything to do!!!! Time: 05:47 pm Current Mood: calm

I took my last and ONLY final on Tuesday. Apparently I didn't do to great on it because I have a B in the class-oh well! I'm still graduating with Special Honors(na-na-na-na-boo-boo) Thursday night!!!! Too bad it's only my Associates; maybe I can pull it off for my Bachelor's and Master's Degrees?! I've been kinda lonely the past few days with no one around. I'm so used to being able to walk a couple of feet and being able to talk with one of the girls, or call up Brandon to have him meet me out back-now I have to drive an hour to see him (and that's only for the next month-then I'll have to wait till at least August). I kinda sorta found a job. My father and I have this agreement that if I clean the entire house, he'll pay me $100/week plus gas. Unfortunately our house is REALLY messy and you can hardly walk in some of the rooms so I'm going to have a fun summer-the good part is as long as I work 8 hours a day I'm good. I"m also kinda scared my dad will take advantage of the situation and not pay me-we'll see.

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May 3rd, 2006

Time: 12:16 am

Wow!!!! Nobody ever reads this anymore! Kinda weird-two years ago it was the center of sociability and now everyone does Facebook instead....it's all good. Tonight is my last night in my dorm room. It's really depressing. First Donna left-and the rest of us had a really good cry-and the rest of us are leaving tomorrow. I had to close Donna's door because she usually left it open all the time anyway, so even though she's gone, when I'd look in her room, I'd feel the need to go talk to her-but she's not there. I had some good times in this suite, and I can honestly say I haven't had a semester quite like this one. Well, I need to get some more things packed before tomorrow.

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April 17th, 2006

Current Music: animal planet Current Location: dorm room Subject: More stuff Time: 10:34 pm Current Mood: better

Life is crazy, emotional, and not easy in anyway. Tonight, proved that life is that way. I'm almost not scared to completely delete my past, because no matter how much it is a part of me....it is my past...I am a new person. I am actually starting to believe reality TV because people really can be that stupid-and I've lost all faith in them and put nothing past anyone.

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April 13th, 2006

Current Music: the computers running Current Location: Computer Lab Subject: Waste Time: 12:27 pm Current Mood: blah

Since I couldn't find the movie for my project at any movie rental place between Hattiesburg and Pascagoula, I had to actually come to the computer lab to watch it. Well, I get here, and the lady isn't here (the only time between now and it's due date that our schedules "work together"), and the teacher who assigned me this project can't get into the movie cabinet to get me my movie. So I'm wasting time waiting for the lab teacher to get back from lunch-which probably won't be for another thirty minutes or so. I should have gone ahead and worked out or laid out-but then I wouldn't have had time to watch the movie considering the lab closes at 3..........so.....here I am, wasting time by bithcing about how much I hate wasting time.... On a good note, I'm going out tonight with Donna, Allison, Holly, Melissa, Dorrell, amongst other college buddies. Yesterday was Donna's 22 birthday and she wants to go to Chili's and invited all of us to go with her. I'm actually quite excited because I haven't really been out at all this year with exception of going out with Brandon (and as much as I love him, there is a time and a place for space). Also, I have a lot of tests and projects due next week. I'm going to attempt to do most, if not all of them between now and Saturday night........she still isn't here. If she's not here by 1, I'm leaving, and I'm not even going to worry about this project until the night before it's due-I'll read reviews online or something-Which I probably should do anyway, but no, I'm going to be the good student that I am Well, I guess I better go and stop complaining now..maybe I'll actually get something accomplished.

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April 7th, 2006

Current Music: CMT Current Location: My dorm room Subject: I'm beginning to wonder if my life is working against me Time: 12:55 pm Current Mood: complacent

I finally got my laptop back!!!! Unfortunately, now I have to reload everything on it-which I'm not sure I have all the programs for. Also, I lost all of my music, but I think I'll be alright, most of them were saved to CD and I managed to save all of my pictures. This summer, along with everything else I have to do, I plan on doing some serious self-searching. Something someone said to me had a significant impact on me, but not in the way she intended-my feelings still haven't changed on that subject. However, in other aspects of my life I think I have sort of changed, and I can't say I feel that all of them are good-although most are. I think I might even utilize my trip to New York to help me out. Right now I'm trying to find a job for this summer, no one is willing to hire me because of the time I have to miss for this trip. It really sucks because I really need some money at the moment, and for the future. I am going to pay for school next year, possibly even my cell phone and my car not to mention anytime that I go out on I will have to provide money for myself. Gah! Money really sucks. One thing I've really learned this semester is how to let go. Letting doesn't necessarily make a good situation great, not even the particular situation better, but it does make other situations easier. I've learned to let go of my past, stressful situations, impressing everyone, etc.......it really does feel good. Well, I have things to do today. I will see everyone later.

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March 30th, 2006

Current Music: People walking and talking in the hall Current Location: Mrs. Hayne's room Subject: Just Thoughts Time: 10:02 am Current Mood: lonely

You know, I try to be myself, but it seems as though everytime I express my feelings I get put down by people I trust. Just because I express my feelings on a particular day in a particular mood, does not mean those are the only feelings I have-and I don't appriciate being publicly attacked either. I tried to make things better, but apparently you didn't want to, and that's fine with me. I'm tired of drama, and I really don't want or need it right now. As far as the whole NY thing goes, I guess I should explain myself a little further instead of just bithcing and whining about it. Yes I do want to go, and yes I do appriciate what Kings Daughter's is doing for me. However, I had a lot of things planned for this summer and did not realize at the time how much of it was interferred with by this trip when I agreed to go; I found out just earlier this week how much actually was and I was highly disappointed and I expressed myself in the wrong manner and for that I'm sorry that was not my intention at all. And I do look forward to this trip very much and I feel I'm going to learn a lot from it, it's just a little scary for me-as all new experiences are for me and most other people. Sorry if I mislead anybody about my true feelings. I've had so much to do this week and I'm glad it's almost over. I'm also really glad that I was able to get to put off my accounting test to next week, I was not ready for it, so now I'm going to talk to the teacher about make-up. Later today I have to drive down to OS to do a project for my leadership class and talk to someone about a job. Hopefully I won't have any problems with getting one because I really need the money. Brandon and I have been together for almost six months now-Saturday, April Fools Day. I'm not quite sure if that's a bad omen, or if it just means that we're fools in love! I'll stick with option two! He's taught me a lot and these have been the happiest six months of my life that I've had in a very long time and I would not trade them for the world! Well, I have some homework to do before I head down to the coast, so I'll talk to everyone later.

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March 28th, 2006

Time: 02:44 pm

I really don't understand people; I don't know if I never have, or if this is a recent development. People are jut so cruel-never in all my life did I expect it. I'm not the nicest person in the world, but geeze, there's a line of decency you just don't cross with certain things-expecially with friends. On a lighter note-life right now sucks. So far it's only Tuesday and I've got a shitload to do-so I'm skipping my night class tonight, which I have a test. I guess I'll just make it up next week.  This whole NY thing is really pissing me off.  I don't want to go anymore because it has ruined all of my plans.  No Campbell Orientation, No Mexico, No VBS, No Brandon's birthday, and it's going to be difficult to get a job for the summer-who's going to hire me when I have to take four weeks out of the middle of my summer?  I guess it would be worth it, but they put me through so much ridiculous paperwork; not to mention the fact that I won't know anyone there.  I feel like I'm being pressured into going now; I really don' want to anymore, but I'm too far into it to not go.  This post was completely pointless-so here's something:  ( Religion )

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March 24th, 2006

Time: 04:09 pm

I feel like I've been sleeping for a really long time and I'm just now waking up. So much has happened so quickly these past few weeks. It's like everyone has changed so quickly! I guess it's just a part of growing up, I guess I'd never expected some people to turn out the way that they have.

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March 20th, 2006

Current Music: the tv Subject: North Carolina Time: 08:17 pm

I have to cut my trip to NC a little short because of the busy flights-stupid travelers! Oh well, maybe I'll actually get a little bit accomplished that I want to. I got all the pictures I wanted of Campbell taken that I want to, so in two weeks (when I get my laptop back) I'll be able to upload them onto facebook for everyone to see!!!! I really wanted to see Sam while I was up here, but that fell through because of lack of transportation. Some of the good points of being here include: Eating, eating, Campbell, and eating!!!! We went to this All-You-Can-Eat Brazilian steakhouse last night and I had 12 different kinds of meat like Steak, Filet Minion (sp?), Bacon wrapped Chicken, Lamb Leg, Garlic Beef, Sirloin, Pork Sausage, Chicken Leg, etc. and the absolute best thing of all: Cinnomen Baked Pinapple!!!! Yum!!!! Then tonight we went to this 50's style fast food restaraunt. I'm going to be so fat by tomorrow!!!! Well, I must go finish packing-see some of ya'll over Spring Break!

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March 17th, 2006

Time: 10:10 pm

So here I am in North Carolina! Pretty damn excited too! My mom made it, along with my sister; for a while there it didn't look like a possibility. I'm so tired, these past two/three days have been crazy, I guess I'm just glad to have them over with. I keep looking at all these pictures of Katrina; a part of me truely believes that it didn't happen-but it really did. When I see all the before pictures, I'm taken to another place in reality and I don't understand how something so horrible happened to the Coast, my family, friends, culture sharers, etc, my memories. I'm just glad I at least have the memories, I just wish I could continue to make more. Katrina just struck, right in the middle of life-asking no questions of what was convenient, scary, unneccessary, or unwanted-taking control of everyone's life ready or not. Okay, I'm not on the coast anymore, it's out of my system.

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March 10th, 2006

Current Music: CMT Subject: Thoughts Time: 11:03 am Current Mood: content

So life in general is good, no complaints. Actually I'm pround of myself because I've been accomplishing tasks ahead of time instead of stressing out at the last minute to get it done. It's been nice not working, but it's been difficult budgeting my money. I don't know what I'm going to do this summer since I"ll be gone for four weeks (smack dab in the middle of summer at that). I think I may talk to Mr. Bill over spring break to see if I can work for him. We'll see, things always work out. I'm going to North Carolina in exactly one week!!!! I'm so freakin' excited!!!!!!!! My mom is supposed to go, but I doubt she will. She has class, but that week is supposed to be her spring break-so I don't know. Well, I guess I'll just have to see what happens. Brandon and I are doing great! We found this new wonderful Chinese restaraunt in Hattiesburg thanks to Leah that we absolutely love. Although some of the waiters and waitresses are somewhat weird.

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March 5th, 2006

Current Music: CMT Subject: Just to make you laugh Time: 10:10 am Current Mood: giggly

Anyone ever heard that country song by Trace Adkins called "Honkatonk badonkadonk"? Well, here are a few definitions of a badonkadonk! There quite humerous! 1. badonkadonk An ‘ebonic’ expression for an extremely curvaceous female behind. Women who possess this feature usually have a small waist that violently explodes into a round and juicy posterior (e.g., 34c, 24, 38). Other characteristics would be moderately wide hips and a large amount of booty cleavage (i.e, depth of butt-crack).Her badonkadonk made a brotha pop mad wheelies by HG ColdDawg Jul 28, 2004 2. badonkadonk A Gleuteus Maximus that is both: 1)symmetrical (width and depth), and 2)jiggles with ease using only the slightest hip/back popping motion.(Said in tha club) Man, look at that beatch workin that. She's got that badonkadonk! by bigflex May 12, 2003 3. Badonkadonk adjective used to described buttocks of exceptional quality and bounce.That girl has a badonkadonk fo sure. by Ness Oct 12, 2003 4. badonkadonk When the immense, rounded muscle tissue of the rear creates a sound wave ripping through the local environment making a pressure wave against the ear drum in a pleasing Ba-dOnk-a-dOnk rhythm.Dr. Whitey, did you happen to notice that "badonkadonk" on your secretary? by Dr. Whitey Mar 12, 2004 5. badonkadonk A female's backside that is so mouth-wateringly delicious you find yourself masturbating to the image of it night after countless night; Is the ultimately highest compliment a woman's backside can recieve.I'd like to jump into that girl's badonkadonk by nigga May 21, 2003 6. badonkadonk Premium fine-ass booty I gots to tap dat badonkadonk last night. by SweetassTiffany May 24, 2003 7. badonkadonk Nice, big, round, scrumpitous bootydamn, rachel staub got that badonkadonk goin on! by cool hommie t Jul 26, 2004 8. Badonkadonk An ass of Goddess quality. Absolute ambrosia level ass, off the international 'Bootyscale'. Hell yeah! CANNOT be a skinny assed ass under any circumstances."Hey gangster Bernie! Checkout that Badonkadonk ass over there right next to the baxketball court!" by Cret Jan 23, 2004 9. Badonkadonk a fine, delicious assGoodness Gracious, Lord All Mighty, THAT GIRL GOT A BAH-DONK-A-DONK! by kitty Aug 17, 2003 10. badonkadonk A woman's backside that is sooo nice, just looking at it makes you go sprang.wow did you see that badoonkadonk on that girl, that is junk in the trunk by lemmerman May 3, 2004

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March 2nd, 2006

Current Music: Television Subject: Random Time: 10:13 pm Current Mood: groggy

Lifejournal seems to have died. I feel somewhat sick. I think it has something to do with me working out for some 2 hours. It's not fair, I want to go to Disney World!!!! Okay, I think I'm going to bed.

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February 24th, 2006

Time: 10:52 pm

Does anyone have a copy of the movie Silkwood with Meryl Streep, Kurt Russell, and Cher made in 1983?! I have to do a report on the MOVIE. I would prefer DVD, but I'm willing to settle for VHS if that's all I can find. None of the movie stores have it and I can only find it on e-bay for $15...help!!!!

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February 22nd, 2006

Current Music: Computer Lab Subject: Here's Something to Ponder Time: 12:21 pm Current Mood: curious

Charles Schultz Philosophy The following is the philosophy of Charles Schultz, the creator of the "Peanuts" comic strip. You don't have to actually answer the questions. Just read the e-mail straight through, and you'll get the point. 1. Name the five wealthiest people in the world. 2. Name the last five Heisman trophy winners. 3. Name the last five winners of the Miss America. 4. Name ten people who have won the Nobel or Pulitzer Prize. 5. Name the last half dozen Academy Award winner for best actor and actress. 6. Name the last decade's worth of World Series winners. How did you do? The point is, none of us remember the headliners of yesterday. These are no second-rate achievers. They are the best in their fields. But the applause dies. Awards tarnish. Achievements are forgotten. Accolades and certificates are buried with their owners. Here's another quiz. See how you do on this one: 1. List a few teachers who aided your journey through school. 2. Name three friends who have helped you through a difficult time. 3. Name five people who have taught you something worthwhile. 4. Think of a few people who have made you feel appreciated and special. 5. Think of five people you enjoy spending time with. Easier? The lesson: The people who make a difference in your life are not the ones with the most credentials, the most money, or the most awards. They are the ones that care. Pass this on to those people who have made a difference in your life. "Don't worry about the world coming to an end today. It's already tomorrow in Australia." (Charles Schultz)

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February 17th, 2006

Current Music: Rascal Flatts Subject: You only do the things you want to do-I'm not 100% sure this is what I want Time: 11:16 am Current Mood: lonely/empty

As much as I know I'm loved and as much as I have people around me, I feel extremely lonely right now, but I'm doing it to myself. Right now I want to give up on life (not as in suicide, but as in living it) so bad, but I take too much priority in my future and success to do that. I so badly want to give up all my morality and just be like everyone else, but where would that get me? Exactly where I'm aiming so hard not to be. I'm also starting to give up on truth. What does truth really matter when you have self-assurance? (note the sarcasm). As much as I hate Perk, I'm really glad I came here. Perk has taught me a lot about myself and I've learned my limits along with my weaknesses and strengths. I've also learned how to prepare myself for the world that's out there. Perk has taught me how to attain the confidence I need to make it in the real world, how to budget my money, utilize my time, and most importantly be myself. I learned these things because Perk is full of immorality and people with Cruel Intentions-things I despise. I have this love-hate relationship with Perk-it's great! I'm really looking forward to North Carolina next year because I'll have a chance to prove to myself that I can survive and succeed in a place other than my own.

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February 14th, 2006

Subject: Talk about luck Time: 08:55 am

This week has been pretty crazy! Last night I "had" court for that little incident back in October that got so many people all in a tiffy. Well, we were dismissed. So now everything is completely over and done with! It was funny because we had just walked in the door to the building (not even the court room) and our lawyer was walking out and said it was over for us to go back to school. How F***ing awesome is that?! I'm not 100% sure of all the legal logistics, but at least I don't have that stress anymore. As far as school goes, it sucks and I never sleep. Happy Valentine's Day!!!!

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January 27th, 2006

Current Music: library Subject: Gov't Time: 08:56 am Current Mood: drained

I had court yesterday. They dismissed my wreckless driving ticket (hell yes!!!!) and I plead guilty to the speeding ticket and they fined me a little over $150 to clear my record and I'm taking defensive driving. Whatever, as long as my insurance doesn't hear about any of it, I'm happy. The only downside is the hwy patrolman that pulled me over is pissed because he REALLY believes I was running from him-I wasn't!!!! My entire family has told me to watch out for him because he will probably pull me over for some stupid shit to catch me again because he's so pissed off that I got off on this. The greatest thing about going to court was that when I walked in the courtroom with Brandon he told me he knew the judge, it was his manager at Hooters!!!! How awesome is that?! No, that's not the reason I got off, I got off because my lawyer already made negotiations with higher judicials. Still have one more courtdate! I wish that one would just be done with already! Whatever happened to my right for a speedy trial?! I still don't have my computer back-it's fucked up really bad! Everytime I turn it on, it starts to turn on and then goes to this black screen with a bunch of codes on it and then it just shuts down and acts like it's going to restart and goes back to that same screen!!! It's crazy. At least before it would start! Grrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!

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