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  <title>Life is relative</title>
  <subtitle>Everything is subject to change without notice</subtitle>
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    <name>Cynthia</name>
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  <updated>2006-07-23T02:59:19Z</updated>
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    <title>octangel04 @ 2006-07-22T22:57:00</title>
    <published>2006-07-23T02:59:19Z</published>
    <updated>2006-07-23T02:59:19Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Okay-you all must add my new sn-cnicho85-to your friends page or you will no longer be able to read my lj....i will be deleting this one when i get back to nc from ms.....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also-because next week is my last week home, i will be having some sort of get together thursday night (don't know what yet because we don't know how many) but let allison or myself know if you'll be there!!!!</content>
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    <title>octangel04 @ 2006-05-29T01:29:00</title>
    <published>2006-05-29T06:31:14Z</published>
    <updated>2006-05-29T06:31:14Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Well guys-I changed my username for lj and I will soon be deleting this journal.  I've finally decided that I need to let go of my past and just move on!  My new username is cnicho85 it is also my aim sn and my new e-mail cnicho85@yahoo.com.  I needed something more universal-everything was different and too complicated for me!  Well, now I must add everyone to my new account!</content>
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    <title>School is over!!!!!!!!!  It feels great to not have anything to do!!!!</title>
    <published>2006-05-06T22:56:54Z</published>
    <updated>2006-05-06T22:56:54Z</updated>
    <lj:music>*NSYNC (yes-I'm a former die-hard fan)</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I took my last and ONLY final on Tuesday.  Apparently I didn't do to great on it because I have a B in the class-oh well!  I'm still graduating with Special Honors(na-na-na-na-boo-boo) Thursday night!!!!  Too bad it's only my Associates; maybe I can pull it off for my Bachelor's and Master's Degrees?!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I've been kinda lonely the past few days with no one around.  I'm so used to being able to walk a couple of feet and being able to talk with one of the girls, or call up Brandon to have him meet me out back-now I have to drive an hour to see him (and that's only for the next month-then I'll have to wait till at least August).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I kinda sorta found a job.  My father and I have this agreement that if I clean the entire house, he'll pay me $100/week plus gas.  Unfortunately our house is REALLY messy and you can hardly walk in some of the rooms so I'm going to have a fun summer-the good part is as long as I work 8 hours a day I'm good.  I"m also kinda scared my dad will take advantage of the situation and not pay me-we'll see.</content>
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    <title>octangel04 @ 2006-05-03T00:16:00</title>
    <published>2006-05-03T05:19:09Z</published>
    <updated>2006-05-03T05:19:09Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Wow!!!!  Nobody ever reads this anymore!  Kinda weird-two years ago it was the center of sociability and now everyone does Facebook instead....it's all good.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tonight is my last night in my dorm room.  It's really depressing.  First Donna left-and the rest of us had a really good cry-and the rest of us are leaving tomorrow.  I had to close Donna's door because she usually left it open all the time anyway, so even though she's gone, when I'd look in her room, I'd feel the need to go talk to her-but she's not there.  I had some good times in this suite, and I can honestly say I haven't had a semester quite like this one.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well, I need to get some more things packed before tomorrow.</content>
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    <title>More stuff</title>
    <published>2006-04-18T03:38:30Z</published>
    <updated>2006-04-18T03:38:30Z</updated>
    <lj:music>animal planet</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Life is crazy, emotional, and not easy in anyway.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tonight, proved that life is that way.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm almost not scared to completely delete my past, because no matter how much it is a part of me....it is my past...I am a new person.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am actually starting to believe reality TV because people really can be that stupid-and I've lost all faith in them and put nothing past anyone.</content>
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    <title>Waste</title>
    <published>2006-04-13T17:34:48Z</published>
    <updated>2006-04-13T17:34:48Z</updated>
    <lj:music>the computers running</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Since I couldn't find the movie for my project at any movie rental place between Hattiesburg and Pascagoula, I had to actually come to the computer lab to watch it.  Well, I get here, and the lady isn't here (the only time between now and it's due date that our schedules "work together"), and the teacher who assigned me this project can't get into the movie cabinet to get me my movie.  So I'm wasting time waiting for the lab teacher to get back from lunch-which probably won't be for another thirty minutes or so.  I should have gone ahead and worked out or laid out-but then I wouldn't have had time to watch the movie considering the lab closes at 3..........so.....here I am, wasting time by bithcing about how much I hate wasting time....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On a good note, I'm going out tonight with Donna, Allison, Holly, Melissa, Dorrell, amongst other college buddies.  Yesterday was Donna's 22 birthday and she wants to go to Chili's and invited all of us to go with her.  I'm actually quite excited because I haven't really been out at all this year with exception of going out with Brandon (and as much as I love him, there is a time and a place for space).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also, I have a lot of tests and projects due next week.  I'm going to attempt to do most, if not all of them between now and Saturday night........she still isn't here.  If she's not here by 1, I'm leaving, and I'm not even going to worry about this project until the night before it's due-I'll read reviews online or something-Which I probably should do anyway, but no, I'm going to be the good student that I am&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well, I guess I better go and stop complaining now..maybe I'll actually get something accomplished.</content>
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    <title>I'm beginning to wonder if my life is working against me</title>
    <published>2006-04-07T18:09:28Z</published>
    <updated>2006-04-07T18:09:28Z</updated>
    <lj:music>CMT</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I finally got my laptop back!!!!  Unfortunately, now I have to reload everything on it-which I'm not sure I have all the programs for.  Also, I lost all of my music, but I think I'll be alright, most of them were saved to CD and I managed to save all of my pictures.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This summer, along with everything else I have to do, I plan on doing some serious self-searching.  Something someone said to me had a significant impact on me, but not in the way she intended-my feelings still haven't changed on that subject.  However, in other aspects of my life I think I have sort of changed, and I can't say I feel that all of them are good-although most are.  I think I might even utilize my trip to New York to help me out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Right now I'm trying to find a job for this summer, no one is willing to hire me because of the time I have to miss for this trip.  It really sucks because I really need some money at the moment, and for the future.  I am going to pay for school next year, possibly even my cell phone and my car not to mention anytime that I go out on I will have to provide money for myself.  Gah!  Money really sucks.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One thing I've really learned this semester is how to let go.  Letting doesn't necessarily make a good situation great, not even the particular situation better, but it does make other situations easier.  I've learned to let go of my past, stressful situations, impressing everyone, etc.......it really does feel good.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well, I have things to do today.  I will see everyone later.</content>
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    <title>Just Thoughts</title>
    <published>2006-03-30T16:16:59Z</published>
    <updated>2006-03-30T16:18:07Z</updated>
    <lj:music>People walking and talking in the hall</lj:music>
    <content type="html">You know, I try to be myself, but it seems as though everytime I express my feelings I get put down by people I trust.  Just because I express my feelings on a particular day in a particular mood, does not mean those are the only feelings I have-and I don't appriciate being publicly attacked either.  I tried to make things better, but apparently you didn't want to, and that's fine with me.  I'm tired of drama, and I really don't want or need it right now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As far as the whole NY thing goes, I guess I should explain myself a little further instead of just bithcing and whining about it.  Yes I do want to go, and yes I do appriciate what Kings Daughter's is doing for me.  However, I had a lot of things planned for this summer and did not realize at the time how much of it was interferred with by this trip when I agreed to go; I found out just earlier this week how much actually was and I was highly disappointed and I expressed myself in the wrong manner and for that I'm sorry that was not my intention at all.  And I do look forward to this trip very much and I feel I'm going to learn a lot from it, it's just a little scary for me-as all new experiences are for me and most other people.  Sorry if I mislead anybody about my true feelings.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I've had so much to do this week and I'm glad it's almost over.  I'm also really glad that I was able to get to put off my accounting test to next week, I was not ready for it, so now I'm going to talk to the teacher about make-up.  Later today I have to drive down to OS to do a project for my leadership class and talk to someone about a job.  Hopefully I won't have any problems with getting one because I really need the money.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Brandon and I have been together for almost six months now-Saturday, April Fools Day.  I'm not quite sure if that's a bad omen, or if it just means that we're fools in love!  I'll stick with option two!  He's taught me a lot and these have been the happiest six months of my life that I've had in a very long time and I would not trade them for the world!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well, I have some homework to do before I head down to the coast, so I'll talk to everyone later.</content>
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    <title>octangel04 @ 2006-03-28T14:44:00</title>
    <published>2006-03-28T20:58:18Z</published>
    <updated>2006-03-28T21:02:34Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I really don't understand people; I don't know if I never have, or if this is a recent development. People are jut so cruel-never in all my life did I expect it. I'm not the nicest person in the world, but geeze, there's a line of decency you just don't cross with certain things-expecially with friends. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On a lighter note-life right now sucks. So far it's only Tuesday and I've got a shitload to do-so I'm skipping my night class tonight, which I have a test. I guess I'll just make it up next week.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This whole NY thing is really pissing me off.&amp;nbsp; I don't want to go anymore because it has ruined all of my plans.&amp;nbsp; No Campbell Orientation, No Mexico, No VBS, No Brandon's birthday, and it's going to be difficult to get a job for the summer-who's going to hire me when I have to take four weeks out of the middle of my summer?&amp;nbsp; I guess it would be worth it, but they put me through so much ridiculous paperwork; not to mention the fact that I won't know anyone there.&amp;nbsp; I feel like I'm being pressured into going now; I really don' want to anymore, but I'm too far into it to not go.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This post was completely pointless-so here's something:&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="ljcut" text="Religion"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;Subject: The Jihad&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;font face="Arial"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Jihad....... Interesting this appears to sum up what we are faced with.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Muslim religion in the fastest growing religion per capita in &lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:country-region w:st="on"&gt;Canada&lt;/st1:country-region&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt; and the&lt;br /&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:country-region w:st="on"&gt;United States&lt;/st1:country-region&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt; especially in the minority race.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Allah or Jesus? By: Rick Mathes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Last month I attended my annual training session that's required for&lt;br /&gt;maintaining my state prison security clearance. During the training session&lt;br /&gt;there was a presentation by three speakers representing the Roman Catholic,&lt;br /&gt;Protestant and Muslim faiths, who explained each of their belief systems.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I was particularly interested in what the Islamic Imam had to say. The Imam&lt;br /&gt;gave a great presentation of the basics of Islam, complete with a video. &lt;br /&gt;After the presentations, time was provided for questions and answers. When&lt;br /&gt;it was my turn, I directed my question to the Imam and asked:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Please, correct me if I'm wrong, but I understand that most Imams and&lt;br /&gt;clerics of Islam have declared a holy jihad [Holy war] against the infidels&lt;br /&gt;of the world. And, that by killing an infidel, which is a command to all&lt;br /&gt;Muslims, they are assured of a place in heaven. If that's the case, can you&lt;br /&gt;give me the definition of an infidel?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There was no disagreement with my statements and, without hesitation, he&lt;br /&gt;replied, "Non-believers!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I responded, "So, let me make sure I have this straight. All followers of&lt;br /&gt;Allah have been commanded to kill everyone who is not of your faith so they&lt;br /&gt;can go to Heaven. Is that correct?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The __expression on his face changed from one of authority and command to that&lt;br /&gt;of a little boy who had just gotten caught with his hand in the cookie jar.&lt;br /&gt;He sheepishly replied, "Yes."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I then stated, "Well, sir, I have a real problem trying to imagine Pope John&lt;br /&gt;Paul commanding all Catholics to kill those of your faith or Dr. Stanley&lt;br /&gt;ordering Protestants to do the same in order to go to Heaven.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Imam was speechless.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I continued, "I also have problem with being your friend when you and your&lt;br /&gt;brother clerics are telling your followers to kill me. Let me ask you a&lt;br /&gt;question. Would you rather have your Allah who tells you to kill me in order&lt;br /&gt;to go to Heaven or my Jesus who tells me to love you because I am going to&lt;br /&gt;Heaven and He wants you to be with me?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You could have heard a pin drop as the Imam hung his head in shame. Needless&lt;br /&gt;to say, the organizers and/or promoters of the 'Diversification' training&lt;br /&gt;seminar were not happy with Rick's way of dealing with the Islamic Imam and&lt;br /&gt;exposing the truth about the Muslim's beliefs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I think everyone in the &lt;st1:country-region w:st="on"&gt;US&lt;/st1:country-region&gt; and &lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:country-region w:st="on"&gt;Canada&lt;/st1:country-region&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt; should be required to read this, but&lt;br /&gt;with the liberal justice system, liberal media, and the ACLU, there is no&lt;br /&gt;way this will be widely publicized. Please pass this on to all your e-mail&lt;br /&gt;contacts.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This is a true story and the author, Rick Mathes, is a well known leader in&lt;br /&gt;prison ministry.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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    <title>octangel04 @ 2006-03-24T16:09:00</title>
    <published>2006-03-24T22:06:31Z</published>
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    <content type="html">I feel like I've been sleeping for a really long time and I'm just now waking up.  So much has happened so quickly these past few weeks.  It's like everyone has changed so quickly!  I guess it's just a part of growing up, I guess I'd never expected some people to turn out the way that they have.</content>
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    <title>North Carolina</title>
    <published>2006-03-21T01:28:29Z</published>
    <updated>2006-03-21T01:28:29Z</updated>
    <lj:music>the tv</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I have to cut my trip to NC a little short because of the busy flights-stupid travelers!  Oh well, maybe I'll actually get a little bit accomplished that I want to.  I got all the pictures I wanted of Campbell taken that I want to, so in two weeks (when I get my laptop back) I'll be able to upload them onto facebook for everyone to see!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I really wanted to see Sam while I was up here, but that fell through because of lack of transportation.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Some of the good points of being here include: Eating, eating, Campbell, and eating!!!!  We went to this All-You-Can-Eat Brazilian steakhouse last night and I had 12 different kinds of meat like Steak, Filet Minion (sp?), Bacon wrapped Chicken, Lamb Leg, Garlic Beef, Sirloin, Pork Sausage, Chicken Leg, etc. and the absolute best thing of all: Cinnomen Baked Pinapple!!!!  Yum!!!!  Then tonight we went to this 50's style fast food restaraunt.  I'm going to be so fat by tomorrow!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well, I must go finish packing-see some of ya'll over Spring Break!</content>
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    <title>octangel04 @ 2006-03-17T22:10:00</title>
    <published>2006-03-18T03:18:06Z</published>
    <updated>2006-03-18T03:18:06Z</updated>
    <content type="html">So here I am in North Carolina!  Pretty damn excited too!  My mom made it, along with my sister; for a while there it didn't look like a possibility.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm so tired, these past two/three days have been crazy, I guess I'm just glad to have them over with.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I keep looking at all these pictures of Katrina; a part of me truely believes that it didn't happen-but it really did.  When I see all the before pictures, I'm taken to another place in reality and I don't understand how something so horrible happened to the Coast, my family, friends, culture sharers, etc, my memories.  I'm just glad I at least have the memories, I just wish I could continue to make more.  Katrina just struck, right in the middle of life-asking no questions of what was convenient, scary, unneccessary, or unwanted-taking control of everyone's life ready or not.  Okay, I'm not on the coast anymore, it's out of my system.</content>
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    <title>Thoughts</title>
    <published>2006-03-10T17:09:46Z</published>
    <updated>2006-03-10T17:09:46Z</updated>
    <lj:music>CMT</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So life in general is good, no complaints.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Actually I'm pround of myself because I've been accomplishing tasks ahead of time instead of stressing out at the last minute to get it done.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's been nice not working, but it's been difficult budgeting my money.  I don't know what I'm going to do this summer since I"ll be gone for four weeks (smack dab in the middle of summer at that).  I think I may talk to Mr. Bill over spring break to see if I can work for him.  We'll see, things always work out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm going to North Carolina in exactly one week!!!!  I'm so freakin' excited!!!!!!!!  My mom is supposed to go, but I doubt she will.  She has class, but that week is supposed to be her spring break-so I don't know.  Well, I guess I'll just have to see what happens.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Brandon and I are doing great!  We found this new wonderful Chinese restaraunt in Hattiesburg thanks to Leah that we absolutely love.  Although some of the waiters and waitresses are somewhat weird.</content>
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    <title>Just to make you laugh</title>
    <published>2006-03-05T16:17:44Z</published>
    <updated>2006-03-05T16:17:44Z</updated>
    <lj:music>CMT</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Anyone ever heard that country song by Trace Adkins called "Honkatonk badonkadonk"?  Well, here are a few definitions of a badonkadonk!  There quite humerous!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. badonkadonk&lt;br /&gt;An ‘ebonic’ expression for an extremely curvaceous female behind. Women who possess this feature usually have a small waist that violently explodes into a round and juicy posterior (e.g., 34c, 24, 38). Other characteristics would be moderately wide hips and a large amount of booty cleavage (i.e, depth of butt-crack).Her badonkadonk made a brotha pop mad wheelies&lt;br /&gt;by HG ColdDawg Jul 28, 2004&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. badonkadonk&lt;br /&gt;A Gleuteus Maximus that is both:&lt;br /&gt;1)symmetrical (width and depth), and&lt;br /&gt;2)jiggles with ease using only the slightest hip/back popping motion.(Said in tha club) Man, look at that beatch workin that. She's got that badonkadonk!&lt;br /&gt;by bigflex May 12, 2003&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3. Badonkadonk&lt;br /&gt;adjective used to described buttocks of exceptional quality and bounce.That girl has a badonkadonk fo sure.&lt;br /&gt;by Ness Oct 12, 2003&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;4. badonkadonk&lt;br /&gt;When the immense, rounded muscle tissue of the rear creates a sound wave ripping through the local environment making a pressure wave against the ear drum in a pleasing Ba-dOnk-a-dOnk rhythm.Dr. Whitey, did you happen to notice that "badonkadonk" on your secretary?&lt;br /&gt;by Dr. Whitey Mar 12, 2004&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5. badonkadonk&lt;br /&gt;A female's backside that is so mouth-wateringly delicious you find yourself masturbating to the image of it night after countless night; Is the ultimately highest compliment a woman's backside can recieve.I'd like to jump into that girl's badonkadonk&lt;br /&gt;by nigga May 21, 2003&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;6. badonkadonk&lt;br /&gt;Premium fine-ass booty I gots to tap dat badonkadonk last night.&lt;br /&gt;by SweetassTiffany May 24, 2003&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;7. badonkadonk &lt;br /&gt;Nice, big, round, scrumpitous bootydamn, rachel staub got that badonkadonk goin on!&lt;br /&gt;by cool hommie t Jul 26, 2004&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;8. Badonkadonk&lt;br /&gt;An ass of Goddess quality. Absolute ambrosia level ass, off the international 'Bootyscale'. Hell yeah!&lt;br /&gt;CANNOT be a skinny assed ass under any circumstances."Hey gangster Bernie! Checkout that Badonkadonk ass over there right next to the baxketball court!"&lt;br /&gt;by Cret Jan 23, 2004&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;9. Badonkadonk&lt;br /&gt;a fine, delicious assGoodness Gracious, Lord All Mighty, THAT GIRL GOT A BAH-DONK-A-DONK!&lt;br /&gt;by kitty Aug 17, 2003&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;10. badonkadonk&lt;br /&gt;A woman's backside that is sooo nice, just looking at it makes you go sprang.wow did you see that badoonkadonk on that girl, that is junk in the trunk&lt;br /&gt;by lemmerman May 3, 2004</content>
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    <title>Random</title>
    <published>2006-03-03T04:18:26Z</published>
    <updated>2006-03-03T04:18:26Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Television</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Lifejournal seems to have died.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I feel somewhat sick.  I think it has something to do with me working out for some 2 hours.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's not fair, I want to go to Disney World!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Okay, I think I'm going to bed.</content>
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    <title>octangel04 @ 2006-02-24T22:52:00</title>
    <published>2006-02-25T05:02:10Z</published>
    <updated>2006-02-25T05:02:10Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Does anyone have a copy of the movie Silkwood with Meryl Streep, Kurt Russell, and Cher made in 1983?!  I have to do a report on the MOVIE.  I would prefer DVD, but I'm willing to settle for VHS if that's all I can find.  None of the movie stores have it and I can only find it on e-bay for $15...help!!!!</content>
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    <title>Here's Something to Ponder</title>
    <published>2006-02-22T18:23:59Z</published>
    <updated>2006-02-22T18:23:59Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Computer Lab</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Charles Schultz Philosophy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The following is the philosophy of Charles Schultz, the creator of the&lt;br /&gt;"Peanuts" comic strip. You don't have to actually answer the questions.&lt;br /&gt;Just read the e-mail straight through, and you'll get the point.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. Name the five wealthiest people in the world.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. Name the last five Heisman trophy winners.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3. Name the last five winners of the Miss America.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;4. Name ten people who have won the Nobel or Pulitzer Prize.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5. Name the last half dozen Academy Award winner for best actor and&lt;br /&gt;actress.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;6. Name the last decade's worth of World Series winners.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How did you do?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The point is, none of us remember the headliners of yesterday. These &lt;br /&gt;are no&lt;br /&gt;second-rate achievers. They are the best in their fields. But the &lt;br /&gt;applause&lt;br /&gt;dies. Awards tarnish. Achievements are forgotten. Accolades and&lt;br /&gt;certificates are buried with their owners.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Here's another quiz. See how you do on this one:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. List a few teachers who aided your journey through school.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. Name three friends who have helped you through a difficult time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3. Name five people who have taught you something worthwhile.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;4. Think of a few people who have made you feel appreciated and &lt;br /&gt;special.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5. Think of five people you enjoy spending time with.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Easier?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The lesson: The people who make a difference in your life are not the &lt;br /&gt;ones&lt;br /&gt;with the most credentials, the most money, or the most awards. They are &lt;br /&gt;the&lt;br /&gt;ones that care.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Pass this on to those people who have made a difference in your life.&lt;br /&gt;"Don't worry about the world coming to an end today. It's already &lt;br /&gt;tomorrow&lt;br /&gt;in Australia." (Charles Schultz)</content>
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    <title>You only do the things you want to do-I'm not 100% sure this is what I want</title>
    <published>2006-02-17T17:38:41Z</published>
    <updated>2006-02-17T17:38:41Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Rascal Flatts</lj:music>
    <content type="html">As much as I know I'm loved and as much as I have people around me, I feel extremely lonely right now, but I'm doing it to myself.  Right now I want to give up on life (not as in suicide, but as in living it) so bad, but I take too much priority in my future and success to do that.  I so badly want to give up all my morality and just be like everyone else, but where would that get me?  Exactly where I'm aiming so hard not to be.  I'm also starting to give up on truth.  What does truth really matter when you have self-assurance? (note the sarcasm).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As much as I hate Perk, I'm really glad I came here.  Perk has taught me a lot about myself and I've learned my limits along with my weaknesses and strengths.  I've also learned how to prepare myself for the world that's out there.  Perk has taught me how to attain the confidence I need to make it in the real world, how to budget my money, utilize my time, and most importantly be myself.  I learned these things because Perk is full of immorality and people with Cruel Intentions-things I despise.  I have this love-hate relationship with Perk-it's great!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm really looking forward to North Carolina next year because I'll have a chance to prove to myself that I can survive and succeed in a place other than my own.</content>
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    <title>Talk about luck</title>
    <published>2006-02-14T14:59:03Z</published>
    <updated>2006-02-14T14:59:03Z</updated>
    <content type="html">This week has been pretty crazy!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Last night I "had" court for that little incident back in October that got so many people all in a tiffy.  Well, we were dismissed.  So now everything is completely over and done with!  It was funny because we had just walked in the door to the building (not even the court room) and our lawyer was walking out and said it was over for us to go back to school.  How F***ing awesome is that?!  I'm not 100% sure of all the legal logistics, but at least I don't have that stress anymore.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As far as school goes, it sucks and I never sleep.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Happy Valentine's Day!!!!</content>
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    <title>Gov't</title>
    <published>2006-01-27T15:02:44Z</published>
    <updated>2006-01-27T15:02:44Z</updated>
    <lj:music>library</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I had court yesterday.  They dismissed my wreckless driving ticket (hell yes!!!!) and I plead guilty to the speeding ticket and they fined me a little over $150 to clear my record and I'm taking defensive driving.  Whatever, as long as my insurance doesn't hear about any of it, I'm happy.  The only downside is the hwy patrolman that pulled me over is pissed because he REALLY believes I was running from him-I wasn't!!!!  My entire family has told me to watch out for him because he will probably pull me over for some stupid shit to catch me again because he's so pissed off that I got off on this.  The greatest thing about going to court was that when I walked in the courtroom with Brandon he told me he knew the judge, it was his manager at Hooters!!!!  How awesome is that?!  No, that's not the reason I got off, I got off because my lawyer already made negotiations with higher judicials.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Still have one more courtdate!  I wish that one would just be done with already!  Whatever happened to my right for a speedy trial?!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I still don't have my computer back-it's fucked up really bad!  Everytime I turn it on, it starts to turn on and then goes to this black screen with a bunch of codes on it and then it just shuts down and acts like it's going to restart and goes back to that same screen!!!  It's crazy.  At least before it would start!  Grrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!</content>
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    <title>octangel04 @ 2006-01-23T13:36:00</title>
    <published>2006-01-23T19:48:04Z</published>
    <updated>2006-01-23T19:48:04Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I hardly ever use this thing anymore.  I remember a year ago when my social life basically revolved around this damn thing.  There are things I guess I've realized that no one really cares to read about-either that or my life just got too damn busy.  Life really is difficult to keep up with when you actually get involved with it.  I guess I just got tired of watching life happen, and decided to attempt to live it.  I still don't feel I'm doing a very good job, but I get rewarded here and there so it keeps me in the game.  I have no real complaints about life at this particular moment.  School is easy as shit despite the fact I wake up at 7am every morning and don't go to bed till 1:30am.  I still hate work, hungry people make me angry.  My relationship with Brandon is absolutely wonderful and I honestly cannot remember a moment in my life where I felt happier!  He makes me smile at the little things he says and does and he always finds a way to surprise me!  I love him, I love being with him, I love how he makes me feel, and who I am when I'm with him!!!!  My friendships this semester have changed drastically.  I've made several new friends that I can talk to about anything and really open up and be myself-I am loving it!  I also feel I've lost a part of me, and in doing so-lost a lot of friendships.  I try hard to hold on to them-but in the end it wears me out more than it was worth holding on to.  And for those of you who may know who you are, I have always and will always be here for you and don't be mad or upset for me, because ultimately-I wasn't the one who let go first.  I have so many opportunities for this summer and I'm not quite sure what to do, although I think I've decided!  I was recently nominated to go to this small town in NY to take some culture classes.  The classes range all the way from jewelry making to CSI training to exotic dancing to scrapbooking!!!!  I'm so excited so if I get it, I'm taking it-as long as it doesn't interfere with my school because it's like an 8 week program!!!!  Well, I'm off to fill out paperwork!!!</content>
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    <title>octangel04 @ 2006-01-15T15:41:00</title>
    <published>2006-01-15T21:58:15Z</published>
    <updated>2006-01-15T22:23:23Z</updated>
    <lj:music>*Nsync</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So far this year has been pretty cool.  I'm in a room by myself which is nice, even though I do miss having Kate as a roommate!  I've also been working out to Carmen Electra's Aerobic Striptease which is not only a GREAT workout (if you do it everyday, not just here and there) it's a lot of fun too!  Even Brandon has mentioned that I'm looking and acting sexier!  Lol!  Which by the way we're doing great!!!!  We went and picked oout another ring about a week ago and I got it on Monday!!!!  It's so pretty!  He was going to exchange the pendant that he got me for another one but there was a huge price difference, so he MIGHT get it for me for Valentine's Day (my first V-day with a SOS!!!!).  Tomorrow we're going shopping for his Christmas present!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Right now life is stressful and it's going to be that way for a couple of weeks.  I feel very financially streched and freedom taken.  I feel like I need every penny I see and that any little think I screw up can put me in jail forever!!!  Because of mishaps last year, I have consequenses to pay in the next couple of weeks.  I don't really want to talk about it right now, but I'll explain when everything is said and done with....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Speaking of financial obligations, I've thought about working at Hooters-for two reasons: 1. I could work significantly less hours and make twice as much money as I would if I stayed at McDonalds and 2. I'd be working with Brandon.  However, I wouldn't really care for guys hitting on me and using me for viewing pleasure only-that kind of behavior disgusts me.  But it might be worth the money.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm listening to *NSYNC-memories!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jerry, I've been trying to call you!  I want my jacket!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My computer is acting stupid, so I have to take it to the shop....grrr....and my car needs tires-although I may not have it for a while anyway.</content>
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    <title>College officials confirm students death</title>
    <published>2006-01-12T17:02:30Z</published>
    <updated>2006-01-12T17:03:13Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Junior college officials called to the fatal accident this morning in Stone County told the Sun Herald two of the eight dead are students of area campuses and three were former students.&lt;br /&gt;One victim was a student at the Perkinston campus of Mississippi Gulf Coast Community College and another attended a different campus, according to Perkinston Campus Vice President Dr. Mary Graham. Three previously attended school at an MGCCC campus.&lt;br /&gt;Names of the victims are being withheld as state troopers fan out to notify families. College officials are in contact with Mississippi Highway Patrol officials as investigation continues.&lt;br /&gt;It isn't clear if the students were returning the Perkinston campus around 3 a.m. when their vehicle collided with an 18-wheeler logging truck on Mississippi 26 five miles west of Wiggins. About 650 students live on the Perkinston campus.&lt;br /&gt;"Our campus family is deeply saddened by the death of these students and former students," Graham said. "Our thoughts and prayers are with their families. We will be taking steps to help our students and faculty members cope with this tremendous loss."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-Sunherald.com</content>
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    <title>octangel04 @ 2006-01-11T15:07:00</title>
    <published>2006-01-11T21:12:44Z</published>
    <updated>2006-01-11T21:12:44Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#ff0000" size="7"&gt;Krispy Kreme Doughnuts!!!!!!!&lt;br&gt;Come get you some!!!!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#ff0000"&gt;Alpha Beta Gamma is going to Cozumel, Mexico and we are selling Krispy Kreme Doughnuts to raise money for our trip!!!!&amp;nbsp; They are $5 for a box of 12 and they will be delivered the morning of Thursday January 19,2006!&amp;nbsp; My dorm ext. is 8572!!!!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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    <title>octangel04 @ 2006-01-08T15:04:00</title>
    <published>2006-01-08T21:08:27Z</published>
    <updated>2006-01-08T21:08:27Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Lifehouse "everything" DVD</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I never update this thing anymore, and I think that's a good thing.  Finally I get around to something good, but it took me a year!!!  Lol!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway, Brandon and I finally took care of that ring situation and I get it back Monday.  Although we had to pick out a completely new ring at a different store!!!!  I even get a new necklace to replace the one that I have that he got me for my birthday.  It'll be more sparkly and shinier!  He spoils me!!!!  And I love him for it!!!  Lol!!!  I love him anyway and I love him more and more every day!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well, it's off to Wal-Mart and then I'm going to come back and get ready to go see a movie with Kate!!!</content>
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